Day Twenty-Seven: The Silent Journey Begins

I’m at the little cabin/cottage now, got here late last night.  Cannot TELL you how nice it was to wake up to nothing but sunshine and birds.  No hubbub, no making sure somebody makes the school bus (although Jahn is doing a much better job of getting himself up and ready, now that he has an alarm clock and is raw), no wondering if it’s a work day, and if it isn’t, what am I supposed to be doing @ home.  Jeebus, it was nice!

I got into a bit of a crying fit last night, just before leaving home.  Had a real anxiety attack about Jason being upset with me for leaving — would he want me to come back?  Fortunately, he’s just the kind of wonderful man that I can cry in front of and he doesn’t fall apart or take it personally.  Also, he doesn’t mind if I have irrational fears and/or express them.  He just held me and told me that of course he would still be there and I’d be welcomed back with open arms.  It’s amazing how we American women are taught, somehow (because there sure isn’t a class or overt words to this affect) that we are responsible for everyone around us, their happiness, and for running the household; so much so, that we feel guilty taking time for ourselves.  But Jason is so wonderful, that he actually THANKED me for taking time for myself, and for doing what I need to do to take care of myself.  He is so  amazing that some days I almost can’t believe that I get to be with him.

So I went to bed late, after picking up 2 days of food and unpacking my backpack, and read myself to sleep.  I’m working on The Never Ending Story.  I started it last year in Virginia when we were on vacation, and never finished it.  I doubt I’ll finish it on just these 2 days and 3 nights, but we’ll see.

This morning I puttered around the cottage, drank my litre of water, and spent the whole day in bed, except for a 30-minute walk around the neighborhood.  As for “work”, I collected photos on-line from free stock photos for upcoming newsletters and e-zines.  The afternoon was dedicated to catching up on old email and investigating Karen Knowler’s Raw Teacher Program in much greater detail.  I think I may have mentioned it in an earlier post, but just in case I didn’t. my local co-op wants me to start teaching raw food “how to” classes!  Well, I want to make sure that I get it done right!!!  I’ve taught classes before, on reading Tarot and Oracle cards, on hair & makeup (I used to be a cosmetologist) and on finding your psychic center.  So I have a bit of an idea on how to fill and teach a class.  But I want to really make this work for a living, so I will eventually be taking the course.

The evening was reading and watching Food Matters again.  Got all my notes organized and categorized for my e-books and started making lists of what needs to be done first, second, third, etc. to make the books a reality.

Then it was off to bed.  I almost ate nothing today, which I guess makes sense, considering I didn’t move much.  Jay brought me by some coconut oil in the early evening/late afternoon as he and Jahn were on their way to see Star Trek.  Even though I wore gloves yesterday for all that gardening, my hands still got dried out, and nothing works better for dry hands than fresh coconut oil.  In my opinion, it’s a WAY better lip balm and hand cream.  Oh!  They also brought me a little heart-shaped glass bowl of cherries and strawberries (first of the season!), the dears.

Today’s menu was water for the morning, a banana and a nectarine (also the first of the season) for brunch, chocolate ganache for lunch, and the berries & cherries the boys brought for dinner (plus more ganache).

I stayed up late, LOVED it, and don’t care what time I wake up tomorrow.  I’m sure it will be to the Sun coming in the skylight again, with the lovely birds chirping that wakes me.  Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh …. I’m gonna do this again SOON!

Published in: on May 11, 2009 at 11:14 pm  Leave a Comment  
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Day Twenty-Six: Happy Mother’s Day – Gardening and Honey Bees!!!

Happy Mother’s Day to all you moms out there (and people like me who are semi-moms but resist the label).

This morning, Jason and I slept in (how delicious was THAT?!?), then we headed over to our friend’s house, Dave and Laurie’s, to pick some fresh, baby Red Russian kale.  Or so I thought.  In exchange for helping Laurie to “weed” her flower patch, I got to take all those “weeds” home with me.  And said “weeds” were said KALE!  In addition, she uprooted a rhubarb plant, a lovage plant, TONS of young oregano starts, baby angelica starts, lemon balm, lemon mint, orange mint and a horseradish plant!  All payment for taking her excess kale out!  And it only took me 5 minutes to help her.  Plus, we just bought a Sungold cherry tomato plant yesterday, and a friend gave us what we thought were 2 strawberry plants.  Turns out they were FOUR!

So Jason and I had our work cut out for us.  I planted or transplanted everything except the tomato plant while he mowed and weed-whacked the yard with Dave’s mower and weed-whacker.  A sweet little boy in our neighborhood named Cody came over and showed Jahn how to uproot dandelion plants.  The kid has been watching his dad, who manages the park we live in, and I tell you what, I’ve never seen a kid so little (I think he’s 5 or 6) who is so handy with a shovel!  I kept telling Jahn to watch Cody dig, because he knew exactly how to do it.  Went all the way around the plant, clockwise, over and over and over again, until it came right out, root and all.  We are so lucky to have so dang many dandelion plants in our yard and the surrounding fields that we have more than we can possibly eat, even if we ate just those, so we placed the uprooted ones from our rock path around the apple tree, mixed in with the grass clippings.  Jay said that when he had orange trees in Florida, they always put grass clippings around the base of the trees, and it was the very best compost.  Said it made for the sweetest, juiciest oranges ever.  Had other Floridians wondering why their fruit was so perfect!  Well, fertilize well and you get a strong plant with delectable fruit that can protect itself from pests and the like.

We also found some surprise dog “treats” in the yard (as in, some neighbor dog made a deposit in the middle of the lawn), but Jay just threw them in with Cody’s dandelions and the grass clippings.  I planted everything we got from Laurie in little planter boxes except for the kale.  Then I planted the strawberries.  Most of these will probably get permanent homes in the actual earth, but we only moved in in February, so we haven’t decided exactly where to do our Lasagna Gardening, yet.

Last, I planted the baby kale in the cinder blocks that go along the edge of the right side of the house (the back lawn is along the left side) and Cody, the handier-with-a-spade-than-me little guy, went through and weeded all the little plots of dirt and turned over the soil for me first, and I didn’t even have to ask him to!  He had a little metal shovel that Dave and Laurie gave Jahn, but Jahn was more interested in reading Calvin and Hobbes while sunning himself on the deck, so I figured, “Well, each can do what they like.  At least they aren’t fighting over who gets to use the shovel!”  So all I had to do, literally, was turn a bit of fertilizer into the earth with a large spoon, transplant my little kale babies, then water them!  Got a whole nice row going, too.  Hopefully next year they will keep us in green smoothies all season long and we won’t have to buy many greens!  We fed Cody an apple, and he tried mango for the first time.  Liked it quite well.  I told him that since he worked so hard, when our apple tree starts bearing fruit, he can come over and get some apples.

Oh!  I almost forgot!  The very BEST news of the day!!!  There is a huge raspberry farm right outside our backyard (I’ll take pics soon — and they let us pick all we want for free!) and I think they have their own honey beehives, because yesterday I saw 4 bees visiting our little apple tree (which is LADEN with blossoms) and today, there were SIX!  All at once!!!  With all the issues these poor little guys have been having, and with all the work that Jay and I are planning on putting into growing our own food, I gotta tell you, I have literally NEVER been so happy to see bees in my entire life!  I almost started crying!!  Jahn and Cody got scared, but I showed them how the bees were so busy they didn’t care about us.  I walked up and put my hand literally an inch away from 2 of them, and when they didn’t sting me, the boys were convinced that bees might not be so bad after all, and were more willing to listen to the good aspects of bees.  Eventually, they were standing in front of the tree, watching the bees do their work and cheering them on, dancing and chanting in unison, “Poll-in-ATE!  Poll-in-ATE!”  Pretty freakin’ cute!

So after all that gardening fun, poor Cody was sad to see us go, but we had to.  We went to my brother-in-law’s house to discuss cookbook layout (just wait til you see them!  He is a PRO!) and mull over logo ideas.  Things are rolling along smashingly in the design department, so we didn’t have to chat long.  Then it was all of us (my Jason, me, Jahn, my sister Beccy, her Jason, and their son, Ben) off to my mom and dad’s house to celebrate Mother’s Day.

We went to my mom’s house today and we gave her 2 tulips from our flower patch (they had mostly finished blooming already), an apple-spice cake that I made (pretty much my happy accident cake from a few days ago with marinated, minced apples in it), and some iris bulbs (purple, her favorite).  She also got a DVD about Alaska from my brother and his wife (my mom grew up in Sitka), a white geranium plant from my sister, her hubby and son, oh!  And a little crescent moon shaped crystal to hang in her window, also from my brother and his wife.  Jahn made me a very sweet little watercolor painting at school and it was accompanied by a letter that said the he loved me and was grateful that I make him raw treats.  It was very, very sweet.  It made me cry, then Jay cried, then everybody was crying, and Jahn rolled his eyes, and said, “Oh, brother!”  Funny kid.

We all had dinner there, and we were served a veritable feast of fruit salad (oranges, red grapes, bananas, watermelon, mango and something else — I think another melon), green salad (with all kinds of great stuff in it — radishes, red peppers, cucumbers, iceberg and Romaine lettuces, some baby kale that I brought from Laurie’s garden, oregano (also from Laurie’s garden) shredded carrots, celery, raw walnuts … and I think there were a few more things, but I don’t remember what they were).  I brought our raw dressing, nutritional yeast and flaxmeal for us to top the salads with.  There was also roasted chicken and 2 kinds of potato salad, but we didn’t partake of those (I’m the only raw foodist on my side of the family).  It was a great meal, and Jay and I were very excited that we all were so full afterward.  That was our first time eating nothing but raw around other people in a very long time.  We finished off most of the apple-spice cake, and everyone agreed, it was very reminiscent of the filling in apple newtons — like fig newtons, but spicier and apple-ier.

We didn’t really have any breakfast, just our 2 litres of water in the morning.  Strange how satisfying it is when you’re hydrated.  Your artificial hunger alarms just don’t go off the way they do when you eat cooked.  So we weren’t even hungry until about 4 p.m.!  Ok, we sampled a few greens in Laurie’s garden, but that was just 3 or 4 little leaves, pea shoots and the like.  I can’t believe how little we eat now!  If you’d told me even a month ago that I’d be this happy raw, I’d probably have slapped you.  Ok, maybe not that.  But I would’ve definitely recommended counseling.  ;)

I did have a bit of chocolate before we left, but just one bite of ganache – just so I could say I’ve been doing the raw cacao for 30 days with every meal.  But we’re down to one meal a day, and one or very occasionally 2 snacks (a handful of berries, a half a mango, a handful of sprouted nuts, etc.), so I’m having a hard time being hungry enough to eat any cacao at all.  There’s a surprising twist!  Not hungry enough to eat CHOCOLATE???  But there you have it.  I’d heard of other raw foodists experiencing this lack of hunger, and being able to work really hard for hours on end with no food, but until you experience it for yourself, it just doesn’t seem believable.  I think that’s because there are so many social, psychological and emotional things tied in with cooked food.

But that’s a subject for another day and another post.  I’m off to pack and go on my little silent mini vacation.  I’ll still post while I’m gone, though.  No talking needed for that.  Cheerio!

Day Sixteen – Tried a New Cracker, and Shift Happening

No, it’s not a chocolate cracker.  Wouldn’t THAT be a fun idea, though?  (Note to self — see if that could work.) I added our carrot pulp from last evening’s juice (Jay was really craving some carrot juice) and added it to the crackers to see if it would make them taste better.  Not nearly as heavy as just plain flax and nuts, and much more the consistency of bread than a cracker.  Pretty good, but still too heavy and plain.  I think I need to add something like lemon or lime juice or apple cider vinegar to give them some zip.  I can’t keep adding salt and spices forever.

So I tried to make some peanuts with nutritional yeast last night, and I put Herby, lemon pepper and olive oil on them, but it was still a nutty nightmare.  Don’t get me wrong.  They were DELICIOUS, it’s just that even just a small amount (like 15 nuts) gave me the same feeling as eating cooked meat because they weren’t sprouted, and BONUS — since peanuts are a legume and not really a nut, I got some pretty intense gas out of the deal.  Fortunately though, they passed through me pretty quickly, so no real harm there.  I’m off the unsprouted stuff anyway (this is just sort of a little note I forgot to put in last night).

Breakfast was a wonderful mixture of chopped strawberries and bananas.  They were so good I couldn’t bring myself to put the cacao syrup on them that I made for them.  I ate that separately (well, I drank it actually) and I have to say, it was one of the most satisfying, happiness-inducing meals I’ve had in years.  I’m just still so happy after Karen’s call yesterday, I can’t seem to touch the ground!  Everything I eat seems to contribute more and more and more to my happiness!!!

Helped a friend, Dave, with his site today, ShiftHappening.org, which I’m doing the advertising for, and he’s going to have me contribute to the site by writing for the raw food page on the site under Innovative Nutrition!  Very exciting!  I did a presentation for the other 3 people working on the site and was able to incorporate not just the affiliates we’ll be working with, but also a bit of Karen’s information that I learned yesterday.  All were quite impressed with my work (and hers).  Yay!

Even though I wasn’t home pretty much all day (from 9:30 a.m. to 9 p.m.), I was well-prepared, and my hunger is starting to subside, now that have been doing this awhile.  Had my usual chocolate-instead-of-coffee shake this morning, and lunch was a salad with mixed baby greens, vinaigrette (had to use balsamic, no raw available at Dave’s).  Dinner was a pear.  That’s it.  No seriously.  And I was FULL!!!  Weird.  I had a piece of fudge and some left-over shake somewhere in there, but I don’t know exactly where.  I didn’t look at a clock all that much today.

So it was another jam-packed-but-fun day today, and I’m quite tired now that we’re at the end of it.  Ready for bed and to have a lovely day off tomorrow!

Published in: on April 30, 2009 at 3:09 pm  Leave a Comment  
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